Deadliest catch makes me cry

I was sitting here watching deadliest catch and one of the captains had a stroke. All I could think of when they showed him lying in the hospital bed was seeing my dad is a similar position. It was the scarest thing that ever happen and for weeks after my dad had his all I could see when I closed my eyes was my dads face. I still have nightmares about it even a year and half later. I'm so happy that my dad has completely recovered but it still scares me that he might have another one.

I miss Sweeny

Yesterday my 3 year old guinea pig, Sweeny, died, I'm pretty upset about it. She was one of my babies, I've been crying almost all day. The hubby buried her today which made me cry even more. I feel so lame for crying so much over a pig but she has been such a big part of our lives since we got her. Our other pig, Puddles, isn't dealing with it well, she is so sad and our chinchilla, Pet, is upset too, she keeps barking at us and biting at us. Its crazy how the death of one pig can alter so many things. The good thing is that Collin is dealing with it well since all he knows is death, he has been into 6 funerals during his four years of life so its not a big deal for him. He says that she is happy now because she gets to be in heaven and have all the hay and fruit she wants. The picture is from when we first got her, she was almost 5 times the size as she was in the picture. She was such a great pet, she will be missed.

Dreaming of craftster

Is it weird to dream to about a website? Last night i had a dream about craftster, I logged on and had 20 new personal messages, all really strange from different people. I think its all the mexican food.

Almost perfect

I had a great day with my husband, we went and had lunch and then went to see the legion, it was so much fun but the birth control I'm on is making me super emotional and weepy, I cry at the drop of the hat for stupid thing that I shouldn't cry over, I don't want to do anything, my grades are dropping. I don't even really want to craft so I guess I'll be changing pills to end the madness and get myself back to normal and easier to deal with. I have accomplised almost nothing lately. Crap.

Crap

I wish I could just go back to bed today, I generally feel crappy and now my straightening iron decided to quit working and I love my straightening iron. I'm way bummed and I think I'm going to spend all day in front of my sewing machine.

A little Hiccup

The hubbys new job didn't work out, they basically told him it was mma or his job and well mma wins. Its what makes him happy and I completely support his decision. Its just one more little hiccup in a long list of them since we got married but things are still good. I'm really hoping he can fight soon because its what he wants so much, I'm not sure how I feel about seeing him hit someone just because I never have before, I have no problems with the violence it just when it comes to him. I'm sure I'll get over it eventually.
I got a call from my little sissy who is 13 on friday, she is probably going to get suspended from school for punching a boy in the face and giving him a bloody nose, she gave him fair warning that he shouldn't mess with her anymore but he just kept at it. I dyed her hair yesterday so she looks pretty when her and my mom go the the school on tuesday.
On the crafting front, I've been super productive. I almost have this super awesome plaid dress done. I just have to hem it and take in the top some. I'm in more then a few swap but I'm pretty much done crafting for most of them. My destashing was going well but my mom gave me a ton of yarn which I'm not complaining about but now I have more to use up. I really need to work on the hubbys deadpool doll so I can give it to him for our anniversary and I have to finish my sissys sweater that I was suppose to give her for christmas.

I love the new year

This year is awesome so far, the hubby has a new job, the crafts are almost organized and I feel ambitious. I'm taking awesome classes, I love learning about religion. I can find most of the stuff I look for when I craft. Istill suck at finishing project but I'm working on finishing all of the half finished things under my bed or shoved in my WIP drawer.